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I can’t understand that why I feel so lonely today. 
Everything is going well. 
The weather is very nice. 
It's a Sunny day, the sky is azure blue; I can feel the breeze sometimes. 

But who can tell me? 
What is the reason that makes me feel so lonely? 

I try to find something to do.
During working the lonesome feeling is reduced. 
But to keep myself busy it doesn’t help too long. 
The solitary emotion will come back again. 
How can I control my mood? 

I observe myself already for a long time. 
When life become smoothly, I feel stuffy and deject. 
When there are lots of challenges, I get nervous and stress. 

Why it’s so hard to be a human? 
Why I’m not satisfied my life?

(maybe I just become homesick in this time)